I’m not an expert on what is right and wrong but from what I have experienced, there are some things you should never do. Some of these things will feel good at first but then these things start taking their toll on you. I don’t know why I did this. Writing is one of the best decisions I have ever made in my life, there are a lot that have changed about me.
Most of you know that I am writing a book and I’ve been told by my editor that what I have written is good. I still have a long way to go but in the process of writing, I did some things I wish I had not done. One of these things was asking your ex to be friends to which she says, don’t bother me and get lost. I think that’s a fitting reply for me. Maybe getting into a relationship at that time was a mistake and now trying to talk to her again, a bigger one (no offence to the girls).
Most of you know that I am writing a book and I’ve been told by my editor that what I have written is good. I still have a long way to go but in the process of writing, I did some things I wish I had not done. One of these things was asking your ex to be friends to which she says, don’t bother me and get lost. I think that’s a fitting reply for me. Maybe getting into a relationship at that time was a mistake and now trying to talk to her again, a bigger one (no offence to the girls).
I’ve started reading a lot of love stories lately, most of the times I tell myself that it’s for learning purposes because I’m writing a book but I know I’m trying to find myself in those stories. I try to satiate myself. I try to see myself happy with someone. I’m constantly wondering about all the what if’s. I keep thinking about a happy ending to my story or even a decent ending sometimes but honestly even I don’t know about it.
What if things had gone right? What if everything had been what I wanted it to be? Would I still be like this? Would I still be seen as a guy who is desperate? The big question, what if she had said yes? Would I have become the person I pictured myself to be? Would it have been a ‘happily ever after’? Just to clarify, this has nothing to do with my ex. I keep wondering about all this but never do anything about it. I always have this hope in me that the Universe will make everything right. It’s like that dialogue by Shah Rukh Khan in ‘Om Shanti Om’.
So in a nutshell
Writing – Good
Talking to your ex again – Bad, very Bad
Believing in the universe – We will find out
I don’t know if this was good or bad for me, I guess I will find out and so will you people because I will definitely blog about it. Until then I will keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best and maybe try doing something about the what if’s and maybes.
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it is the reality of life . we always feel good in bad things . we know the result but we always keep going on ....Having in Realtionship is not bad thing .but the bad thing is after ends of the realtionship, Mostly girls react like they don't know each other .It is bad thing i guess.
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